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Yeah, one year since i made this. woah. no sleep, brain dead . ahhhh. I'll be more in-depth soon.
July 22, 2011.
I don't know why I'm feeling this way, but I just don't feel like myself. I feel awful. And I'm blaming everything on myself. I think if I did things differently, things would be different. And I wish they were.
twitter and tumblr.
Yeah; I have both. If you want to follow me on both, then do so(:
@KarenMeiying - Twitter
http://mei-ying.tumblr.com/ - tumblr.
July 16, 2011.
Seriously, where has life taken me in the past 5 months? Things have changed, drastically. Maybe this is the only place I can keep things hidden without anyone I know knowing. He left, a love left. And I have changed myself. I feel different. More mature with an understanding of life. No more fairytales or fantasies. Reality has struck the mind, and that's where it's going to stay. I don't wanna be that immature girl anymore. I wanna be mature and not break down. I have a better understanding. I can live without anyone, and I'll be okay. I lived through lost, and I've won happiness now. I just hope it stays. I'm so confused now though.
1.16.10
I knew this week was gonna be a bad, horrible, week.
It like all started out with a week of like horrible nightmares in my sleep. Like I got them all this week - probably because I like miss my boyfriend tons & tons. And all the nightmares were about like loosing him & just him rubbing it all in my face.
Then the next thing you know, I went days without text messaging anyone much. I like waited till like 9PM to received any text messages, but then I only like text messaged my boyfriend for like an hour a day. It's not my fault that I'm not busy like 24/7 or anything. My parents wouldn't allow me outside because of all the snow. Like both of
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